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a rather odd coincidence?

warning: this is my suspicious self talking. tyvm.

last week, there was this thing about Lito Atienza being appointed as Dept. of Environment and Natural Resources secretary; and Angelo Reyes as Dept. of Energy secretary.

this week it was about two Arroyo congressmen being chairmen of, yes, the Environment and Natural Resources and Energy committees of the Lower House.

what's up with that?

if i commit a crime today, i'll definitely get caught after.

last song listened to: 嵐 - Ima ai wo Katarou
currently listening to: Aiba Masaki's happy song. LOL. Itsuka no Summer. (omigad i am imagining the dance steps - Aiba-chan mecha kawaii! XD)
next song i'd like to listen to: 嵐 - Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi
current LSS: 嵐 - We can Make it! (for two weeks now. and still counting. LAKAS!! XD)
last song sang that is not J-related: MYMP - Crazy for You. heard it on the FX on the way home.
mood: so-so. a bit tired but still okay. okay enough to blog (finally! wah). seriously, the past few days i just found myself so tired that i almost always go straight to bed after i got home. kamusta naman haha.
HP7 update: haven't yet read a single page. I FAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIL! ! ! ! ! x_x''

point of order:
1. take my youngest sister to school.
2. obtain a residence certificate.
3. get an NBI clearance.
4. get an SSS number.
5. finish downloading songs that i am not interested in.

O-K.
#1 check. my sis' bag weighs a ton! wah. and the undergoing repair of the highway (Hoshi no Freeway..? wah. retard.) made it more difficult. Hello, DPWH?! kamusta naman ten years?!?! XD
#2 not yet finished. the Barangay hall is nearby, anyway. maybe tomorrow or the next next day.
# 3. on this i was super pissed. or annoyed. or whatever. because one of the things i don't really like happening to me is having menstrual cramps while queueing up for an official paper that you expected to get within a day but nooooo, you'd only be able to get it after three more days - on the very same day you are expected to pass it to HR - just because you had a weird/foreign-sounding name. gawd!
[i missed ranting like that, LOL!]
#4. np. the process was really fast. the only thing that went wrong was that i got off the jeepney on the wrong stop. because i was starting to fall asleep. because my memory failed, and i thought i should get off at NHA and get on one of the jeeps that were stationed there. hello! pauwi na nga pala yung way na yun. *slaps forehead*

[Sakura Sake is playing! i missed this song so much! wah]

#5. eto di pa rin finished. mainly because i dunno where i'd find these *bleep* songs! gawd!
anyway...
wah. adventure. walked all over Quiapo. yay for exercise! seriously. passed by Citystate Hotel three times. yeah. haha. demo, tanoshikatta wa. walking makes me happy. and yeah, i really really enjoyed finding out things by myself. 'cause by that i won't annoy other people (esp. those who are the type that think they know a world more than you do. ('c-)peace!)

[ohmigad Riida's RAIN is playing now. KYAAAAAAA~! ]
[and then it was followed by La Tormenta.. really. what good have i done this day to deserve this good mood of my Winamp shuffler? LOL]

i registered for unlimited texting this day. this happens only once in a blue moon, mind you. texted my mom like crazy, asking for directions and stuff.. also texted updates on where i was at the moment. haha. so good thinking about how you can reply to or send a message to any Globe person for nothing. haha. bawas worries. but still, i can't go unli every time since minsan din lang ako mag-load, nyahaha. >;P
b/c of the above mentioned unli, got to catch up with my college bloc representative. wah. sabi ko na nga ba - he remembers me for buying his Card Captor Sakura movies for him sa Comic Quest North EDSA. haha. whatever. at least naalala niya ako. ^^ he's been in UST med school, along with some other classmates of ours. toxic nga daw eh. MALAMANG, med school kaya?! hanggang ngayon talaga 'tong taong 'to o.. :P

while in Quiapo, i also tried to locate the infamous Green building of Asian DVDs. nyahaha. but i wasn't able to find it. ipapaturo ko nalang uli sa Sunday. ^^ pero in-fairness naman.. naaliw ako going around.. haha pasyal ito! nyahahaha.

sa ibang balita naman: i need to finish my paper! ! ! wah it has been long overdue. -__-' i must finish it before Friday. before everything goes into full throttle. and then i have to research pa on my new chorva. haaaaaay. so many things needed to be done. sobrang nakakamiss din pala ang internet. lalo na ARASHI ! ! ! wah. feels like it's been a long time since i opened my player and listened to them! i badly need new Shukudai-kun or Mago Mago episodes. i badly want Yamada Taro Monogatari (wah ep 5 na, never pa ako nakapanood... I FAAAAAAIIIIIIL ! ! ! XD) i wanna watch Bambino! and HYD2 (yeah, that's how badly i fail, gawd!) tapos there's still HANA KIMI with SHUN bebeh in it! and all that talk about Proposal Daisakusen and Nodame Cantabile is making me want to watch them, XD (esp. since i saw the Nodame manga at National bookstore...) tapos syempre the Death Note movies. Pikanchi movies. Kiiroi Namida. Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo suru. heck, even Letters from Iwo Jima! siomaigahd...

[siomaigahd nga! ! ! La Familia is playing on the background: . at ayun, naiimagine ko yung strut ni MatsuJun. wah.]

... sobrang huling-huli na ako sa lahat. DSL where are you!?!? hay nako. 'tong si mader pa, dati sabi
"saka na tayo mag-DSL kapag may trabaho ka na."
tapos ngayon,
"saka na tayo mag-DSL pag may trabaho na kayong dalawa ni Kla.."
nakakaburyong, diba? haha. ohwell. nakakabaliw talaga. bow.

song playing as i finish: 嵐 - Ai to Yuuki to Cherry Pie.
song playing as i edit: 嵐 - PIKA**NCHI DOUBLE. wah. my Winamp really loves me right now. ^__^V

early morning fangirling. ^^

The world is turning.
I can feel you.
On this earth, we are looking at the same stars.
If you are worried to be alone
Don't bother searching for an answer
I have faith in the day we'll meet here,
Someday in summer.
                                       - Aiba Masaki, Itsuka no Summer.

きゃあああああああ！ !  !  !  !
Aiba-chan. i can feel you, too. LOL. i wanna see you this summer.. but i still can't..>_< maybe the next? <3

i read the translations for Nino's ひみつ for the first time and i was like, 0_0! woah..

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Now and then, I feel a subtle distance with this guy.
I wish I could dress up my deepest thoughts for you,
But time after time, I become frustrated from having to erase them over and over.
My feelings for you stay concealed underneath this page.
.
Please don't stay silent.
Open up your heart,
For goodness sake.
I've had as much as I can take.
.
This definitely isn't an illusion. Your eyes alone can be this dazzling.
If I can fix anything, I want to use the power of my raised hands and give it to you.
My only wish is to incidentally bump into you,
But, even to this day, you still haven't noticed the embarrassment I go through.
.
Now, right before my eyes, you hummed a melody.
Of course you probably wouldn't notice, but I felt it.
Things are different from before. If I approach you now, I'll be able to convey it naturally.
The secret link that has been made is something only we can see.
.
From that summer's night, until morning, the stars overlooked us as they streamed in the sky.
.
This definitely isn't an illusion. It's something that only you know,
that you can understand with me. I don't need anything. Just being able to see you is good enough.
When I'm with you, my heart certainly starts to race.
I take your hand, and I understand everything.
.
This definitely isn't an illusion. It's only something that you know,
that you and I can understand. I don't need anything. Just being able to see you is good enough.
When I'm with you, my heart certainly starts to race.
I take your hand, and I understand everything.
.
ha. i love these guys~ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
hey! i'm going to Los Baños today~ yay! yay! yay!
[so high tension in the morning, ne?]
that's 'cause i didn't sleep. haha.
^__^v
{lyrics from Arashian.com}
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... this life is the only one you're given. look for opportunities to grow and never be discouraged in your efforts to do so. replace your weaknesses with positives; take life's broken pieces and recreate your dreams. never measure the future by the past; let yesterday become a memory and tomorrow, a destiny...

[thanks to Tina for the sms]

[RL] some things.

aaa~ i haven't posted for some days.. gomen.. m(_ _)m i just didn't know what to say...

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anyway, the last post was about Stand Up!!, ne? well, i haven't yet finished Episode 8 (x_x)' because just when the video has almost finished loading, i was again, dc-ed, and que horror! the video started loading again. -_-'
so what i did was i tried to find cut-up versions (the one i was watching was a full episode in one video) so that i could just load the last part and watch it.. but by then, our internet connection kinda gave up on me.. i had to wait until the next morning before i could connect successfully.. -_-'
turned out, my mom has not yet paid the phone bill, so the internet was cut. (i'm still using prepaid right now) yeah. and that was after i spend almost everyday alone with my little brother and sister while she was out to i-don't-know-where. aiiya~ -____-''
hmm. what's up with me?

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i applied for a Medical Transcriptionist trainee post in Ayala last May 25th, and last Saturday (2nd of June), i recieved an sms telling me that i was invited for an exam and interview the following Monday (4th June). i was like, 0_0!!! *shocku!* 'cause i wasn't really prepared. heck, i don't even know how to get to the place.. (me and my geography problem -_-' ) i was kinda excited, because i really wanted/needed it. i mean, it's like, kinda easy but educational (all that medical terms! *__*), and helllo~ i have been transcribing song lyrics for myself since high school 0_o! so i sort of have the confidence that i can do what they wanted me to do.. ^__^v when i received the sms, it was already 9pm.. and i guess i became stoopid enough to think that it won't be okay to call back to confirm. so i resolved to call back the next day (Sunday) to confirm. meanwhile, i did some researching for the interview..
the next day, i called the office. then somebody told me that since it is a Sunday, there is no-one at the HR department, and that i should just call again the next day. the next day!?! are you kidding me..? the interview and exam is at 9am... i still didn't know how to go there (though i have a fairly good idea about it already, the actual getting there is still kinda scary - anything might go wrong and before i realize it, i would be really late and will not have all the confidence about the interview.. -__-'' ) so, i smsed the number that smsed me (are you getting this? LOL!), saying that i confirm to the appointment, and asking if its okay to confirm by sms 'cause i can't reach anyone at HR..
no one replied to my message.
so i was kinda left hanging (mainly because of my stoopidity.. -_-') and there i got doubts if i should just go or not. i wanted to go, because i wanted the job, but then again, i didn't want to go for fear of being such a pain in the butt for being there without an appointment.. >_<
i called my friend (Karen) and she told me to just go because i will still be entertained if i went. but by then, my confidence was already Sho's voice-low ^__^v. again, i didn't want to be a bother (again) to anyone.. and even if i called at, let's say, 6am (before i leave the house), i still don't have the assurance that i will not be frowned upon because of a lack of appointment.. T~T
in the end, i decided to not go.
T~T     T~T     T~T
*sigh*
so now i'm back to stage one.
moral lesson: Confirm immediately. Be conscious of the day, 'cause Sunday, even if it is not the case for you, is a rest day. Be clear-headed. Study the geography of , Ortigas, Ayala, etc. 'cause one day you might need it.

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next topic:
i've been watching Great Teacher Onizuka (both on GMA and on YouTube ^__^v) and i must say, GMA, so far, is doing a very good job in subbing and cutting scenes.. (they better be, because the showing has been postponed for the longest time because of censorship issues, in fact, some fans were afraid it won't really be shown at all).. i'm loving GTO right now.. <3
oh, i have been doing things in photoshop.. ^__^v waah! i learned how to make a gif! ! ! really, when i did my first gif, i was silently screaming in excitement ("silently", especially because it was 2:32 in the morning. LOL)
you need not ask whose gif i made. i think you'd know the answer already, ne? nyahahaha.
oh, and i also made a new Aiba avvy, and an Arashi banner. i'm loving Photoshop, too right now.. ^__^v

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i really wish i'd be able to come to Nino's Tanjoubi Party/Fangirl Meet-Up by the ArashiPH girls.. *crosses fingers* hope i won't get lost~

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okay, i'm hungry now. have to jumpstart my metabolism now, ok?
Ja~
^__^v
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We choose how we see people. When we want to like someone, we can be so tolerant. When we want to be irritated by people, we focus on their faults. It's not other people's behavior that determines how we feel about them - it's our attitude.

[Thanks to Cai, for the sms]

morning tension.

i was watching Stand Up!! last night until this morning (yeah, that's how s-l-o-w our connection is..-_-'.. i was browsing and reading and thinking and listening to a whole lot of Janne da Arc while i was waiting for the video to load..) then halfway through episode 8, i saw this guy:

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and i was like, "Haaro there, you, hot rocker, you~! i think i saw this guy before, i just can't seem to remember where.." so i paused the vid and started a semi-frantic search about "stand up!! episode guide", "stand up!! episode 8", "episode 8 guest cast", etc.. but was, in the end, unsuccessful.. -_-' so i decided to abandon the thought after more fangirling and playing that part again and again, :lol: now, (in case you haven't watched it -> eh?! :lol:) the story goes such that Udayan (Narimiya) and Shouhei (Ninomiya) were planning to compete in a Rock competition (we get to see Nino with a guitar, plus he's singing, too! <3) where a boyfriend of a classmate was also competing. now this classmate was the one who always bullies Udayan, but he's kinda gotten attached to the girl. they found out she may be pregnant, and that the rocker boyfriend refused to acknowledge the child, even reaching to the point of suggesting an abortion.. (but now i was dc'ed and the video kinda refreshed so i'm not yet finished watching it a.k.a. IT'S FREAKING STILL LOADING..AGAIN! ! ! (x_x)' grr)
anyway, after i gave up on the search for the "missing identity", i continued watching what's there that has loaded and i eventually got to the part of the competition.. the rocker above was being shown, and he was already singing and working the crowd.. then, doki doki~! i was like, "shucks i actually KNOW this song!".. then, seconds after, "DAIGO STARDUST! ! !" my tension went high at that moment, and i was kinda screaming silently, 'cause it was "Maria" and it was Daigo Stardust. i knew about him and that song when i was watching some perfs with Miyavi in it [that was the song where Miyavi and Daigo kissed, right? *___*] wow. so i was semi-fangirling at 1:23 AM. gawsh.
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i also watched my first Tackey and Tsubasa video earlier. it was the "Venus" perf with KAT-TUN and YamaPi in it. nyahaha. i wasn't able to help myself in copying the hand movements~ ^^v and i kinda read some things about these two and came to a hypothesis: T&T is love. or they love each other :lol: i wanna see more of this group tuloy.. -_-'
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i am still under the influence of "Sukiyanen, Osaka!" by Kanjani8. they seem to be a lot of fun, and whoa! they have a nice over-all sound.. maybe one of these days i'll be able to expand to K8 - after i "finish" with Arashi. :lol:
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my uni adviser also sent me an sms, asking about my paper and if i already have a job. but because i'm just home and i don't have cellphone load, i wasn't able to sms back. maybe tomorrow..
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oh, and i am also adding EIGA SAI 2007 to my schedule (see post below). it's free, anyway..hehe ^_^v
ganbatte, Teru-chan! d('c-)b
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"although we naturally enjoy laughter more than tears, we would have to accept that most of the wisdom we've gained along the way, we owe to the sad times..."

[thanks to Cai, for the sms]
^__^v

Miss Universe 2007

Miss Universe 2007 was on this morning. i watched only a bit, though (up to the top 15 cut), and then i switched to Detective Conan on another channel.. ^__^v
now it would have been different if only Theresa Licaros made it to the 15.
seriously. what does it take to win the title nowadays?
i don't know about you, but i am beginning to believe that the pageant already has a pattern.
i mean, the top 15 almost always (as far as i can tell) have:
1. USA, Venezuela, Puerto Rico, India, and the candidate of the host country.
2. the occasional Asian candidate.
3. the African candidate.
4. other fillers (North European?).
i hope i'm not offending people here, but that's what i was seeing for the past years..
and notice that this year, both and made it to the top five?
my theory: Korean and Japanese wave. yes, it's reaching as far as North America now.
don't get me wrong, the two are really beautiful.. but i can't help but wonder, "what a coincidence!".
another thing: Miss Japan actually WON the title.
the title that Kurara Chibana got so close to having last year.
was that a kind of "redemption"?
because so much people believed that last year, Chibana was the TRUE winner...
*me and my theories..-_-'*
anyway, Thea sent an sms this morning, and she wonders,
"if the Miss Universe pageant was to be held in Japan , should Arashi perform?"
YES, PLEASE!
and then world domination would follow. XDD
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i really really want to learn Japanese now. *if only i had the money to enroll in a course* XD
actually, i wanna do A LOT of things.
like learning how to drive, learning how to swim and then scuba dive.. i also want a TESOL certification, so i have to enroll in a course. i wanna learn a bit of basic Korean. i wanna go to Peak 2 or Mudspring. i still have to get my passport. and diploma. and transcript. so much is on my mind right now that i think i'm having a lazy start - 'cause i don't know what to do first. (and i still don't know how i will be able to do them, :lol:) whoa, slacker! XD
and oh, did i mention that i wanna go see Arashi's 10th anniversary concert? *must save up a lot for that* gyaah >_<
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"Sometimes i find myself standing up against Sho when he becomes the "mom" of the group, lecturing us about good manners, good etiquette, good behavior, etc..." - Ohno Satoshi, Hey Hey Hey! 2004

"Someone suggests that maybe it would be easier if they all worked toward a common goal. It's almost creepy when they all turn to Ohno, but when there are eight hands pulling at his clothes, Ohno's not really one to protest anyway.."

[as usual, thanks Thea!]

telch. RL. fan mode. whatnots. irasshaimase! ^^v

yay! first post here at Vox.
I'm Telch , and here you can expect to find rants, ramblings, fangirling , and other things that I'd want to write about.
[notice that "Telch" = "fangirling"? :lol:]
enjoy reading!
comments are welcome~
[that is, if anybody does read this.. :lol:]
thanks! d('c-)b
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"The thing that matters most is what you think of yourself, if there is something you really want or someone you really want to be then the only person standing in your way is you." - Shrek 3

[thanks, Thea for the sms! ^^v]